However Insignificant, it still has to be done.

All About Me…

Hi guys; so I probably should have made this post, well… when I first made a tumblr… so apologies for the lateness. Urm, I just thought that I should have a page where I just tell you about myself and the type of person I think I am. Notice How I said ‘think’? Well, that’s because every single one of you is going to view me differently than I view myself. And there really isn’t anything I can do about that.

I always wonder what people see me as. What another person’s perspective is of me when they see me. Do they see me as someone nice? As someone mean and horrible? As someone conceited? As someone caring? I honestly do wonder what thoughts and views and images go through your mind when you see me or hear about me. I mean, hell, do you even notice me? Or do you just see me as another average 15 year old boy, no different to the others?

Woah… look at me, getting all philosophical and shit. I’ll tell you now, if you follow me, sure you’ll get quite a few reblogs and stuff; but you’ll also see a hell of a lot of personal posts from me; they’re my thoughts and views which I like to share with all of you guys, in the hope that you’ll agree with me and you’ll reassure me that I’m not alone. That my weird and somewhat unconventional views are not so, well… weird and unconventional.

In all honesty, I’m still trying to find out who I am myself; who I’m going to be, who I was, and what type of person I’m aspiring to be. A lot to think about for a 15 year old, don’t you think? But I guess that’s just another aspect in which you may see me in; I think a lot about the future. About anything really. About who my first girlfriend will be. About what my first kiss will be like. About what job I’ll have when I’m older. Hell, right now, I’m just thinking about why I’m awake at 3am in the morning writing this. I’m weird like that.

And I’ve just realised, that I don’t think I’ve said one word about the things you would want to know about me. So well, here ya go:

• My name is Merul (pronounced Meh-ruhl)
• I’m a guy.
• I’m 15 years old (16 on the 5th of March so I’m expecting some nice wishes on that day!)
• I’m single; since 05/03/96! 
• I’m straight.
• I’m Indian.
• I’m a British Citizen (so no Indian Accent for me. YAY!)
• I actually have a pretty posh British accent.
• I love playing cricket; looking to play for England one day.
• I’m not your typical Indian in the sense that I’m aspiring to be a doctor when I grow up. 
• Art is my passion. I love drawing and painting and anything to do with being artistic.

I see myself as an artist. I mean, aren’t we all? The way we speak, act, move, think and write… is well, unique which, in my opinion is what art is all about. Being different and being able to express yourself. Some express themselves through dancing; others through singing; more through writing…as for me, it’s art. The way I’m living my life, at this precise moment is an art form in itself. Damn, I’m getting all philosophical again. Should try and cut down on that because it’s probably boring the lot of you.

Last thing; thanks if you’ve managed to get here without scrolling down and reblogging the usual hipster girl who, let’s face it, looks like a high end stripper for politicians, and the usual Calvin Klein model with the ripped body and the perfectly chiselled jaw-line. And urm, ask me whatever else you want to know. I’m a nice guy, awkward as fuck but still nice so talk to me…

p.s. Guaranteed I’m more scared of you than you are of me.

<3 you all.

Merul. 

(Source: 2facedartist)